we 've just past CNY days and tmr is day one at work again. How i dread the coming of tomorrow.
Why?
After rotting for so "long" for about 4 days in Msia not doing much... after in CNY mood for about few weeks, and where has the "usual love for work" been to?
Nah, i didn't left it back at Muar. I brought myself back in whole. I had sent my resignation in already. No, it wasn't regret ... but yes, plenty of guilt and sea of sadness predicted to flood my valley...
The thought of looking at RW 's hurt face, been-betrayed SCP's eyes... and all the others... i wonder how to comfort so many... (i really cant think straight... really)
During the days of my lazy CNY 4 day TOTAL holiday, i read few pages from Dale's Carnegie and got a few dreams into my tiny mind...
1. i must have a goal & plan for the goal. and i must act on it. Otherwise, i m really drifting on water... and seems like everybody's got a plan somehow.. some short , some plan long..
2. i do not have any idea that people are born to have dreams.. and i grew up not knowing that i can have a dream, a big one, and acheive it...
3. i m 24 this year to come. and have yet to save enough to even finance my own schooling fees and i owe lots for insurance premium...
4. with GOD's power in me, i know i can acheive anything , that GOD can put in my heart.
5. what i set my heart to do, i can do, because GOD's power will keep me
6. the plan i do must be in alignment with GOD's Great commission and i really like it to be
7. recycling, massage, waste removal & waste to fuel, teach, using people whom others don't(-e.g. deploying teenagers from their hometowns, jobless and idling to work - perhaps to sell ICT products e.g. handphones, pda / teaching them construction specialist skills / open job agency to bridge those who seek work / experience w bigger co. at city ?), is gd biz. what's a gd business is , it sustainable, alive for a purpose, beyond benefiting oneself and beyond being only profitable, it serves people and has a key interest in making people better than where they were originally .
8. there are so many potential opportunities.. that i do not know where to start from... but first of all.. i need to finish my studies and think what are the SWOT in any industry that i ve mentioned above...
9. for this period i need to read moreabout entrepreneurship; learn the skills of determination & perserverance , creativity, sharp to money and dollar sense, good sense of global economy and local, sensitivity for market trend, network w ppl, talk to ppl about my plan (reveal a little about my long term goal), diligence...
10. pray and continue to seek (GOD), do (work and serve hard, play hard as well), learn from what u did or observe.
PRESS ON!!!
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
GOD, my heavenly father, give me a dream, teach me a plan, and make me before Thee that i may always hear your voice. Thank you for your love and patience! May i sought your way and find, and may i always serve Thee with a cheerful heart.
